To my Dear love - a reflection on new year eve

28Dec I get ill again. What worst was I have planned to climb mountain early january. The weather will be harsh also, need a very fit stamina.
Started with vomit till diarrea, all body hurt, can't sleep well. Hmm gastric problem start now.

On 29Dec, I think to get hospitalized. But then I felt so weak, cold, dizzy, stomach cramp, and all.. I tried to sleep and I didn't know after a few hours later with hand warmer on my stomach, suddenly I get better. Better means I can only eat. But still can't walk far, feel nouseous even to my phone.

During this hard time, he keep encourage me and accompany me.
Even sometime I'm upset, he try to console me and make me laugh in my hardest time.

Some people may say how come the gastric problem so worse on you.
But Calvin knew me very well. I always be a full spirited person but there will be a day when I fall sick, I can only stay on my bed.

Till now I didn't know whether I can Join the team or not.
But Calvin never say to quit. He keep prepare everything for me. Help me to get better till the very last.

It's truly my mistake when I got ill. But he just never blame me or angry with me.

I felt his love,caring,patient towards me during this end of year in my weakness. What could I asked more.
I felt embarrass to my self. I started to think whether I can do the same, will I not complain if it him in my situation.
To close the 2017 and open the 2018 I just pray may God give me more time to live with him in a family of Christ.
I want to love you more Calvin and be a good wife and mother to our son.

P.S. Yes you can used ur coupon next year!