Yes, it's been 10 years since he back to eternal Father home.
Still remember each last moment. But somehow, I couldn't say it out how I still miss him alot.
People have moved forward, and busy with their everyday life, how dare I bring the memories back. This was made me hesitate.
Be grateful and try to spend more time with your love one. 💕.
One day, hope we can talk about the old memories without sadness.
Found some old video where he played with Josh.💕
My 14 years old son is soft hearted. He can cry and laugh easily to any stories.
When his day full with excited things, he could talk in his sleep.
Like today, when I lay the blanket, he suddenly awake and want to hug, and say "itu oke" with smile and get back to sleep again 😄.
It made me wonder, when he left home, I think I will cried a river 🥹, I'll miss this moment.
As a mother during his teen life, I fail so many times mostly on how I react to his decision and behavior.
Today, I heard that he found this blog and he read it also. I think I shall wrote about Ai also ☺️, so one day they can look back at their childhood stories.
want to focus on enjoying each moment with him. May God help me.
