Think of him

  28 August, I miss my brother. He will turn 40 today if he still with us. But time has stop 10years ago.  

Found some old video where he played with Josh.💕

Talk at Night

 My 14 years old son is soft hearted. He can cry and laugh easily to any stories.

When his day full with excited things, he could talk in his sleep.

Like today, when I lay the blanket, he suddenly awake and want to hug, and say "itu oke" with smile and get back to sleep again 😄.

It made me wonder, when he left home, I think I will cried a river 🥹, I'll miss this moment.

As a mother during his teen life, I fail so many times mostly on how I react to his decision and behavior. 

Today, I heard that he found this blog and he read it also. I think I shall wrote about Ai also ☺️, so one day they can look back at their childhood stories.

want to focus on enjoying each moment with him. May God help me.